Roan Foal I woke early and made a path through the paddock — it was already too late. the roan foal lay on the eroded earth of the dry creek, its eyes open and filmed over, legs splayed as if crucified. I wondered if it had a name or if I should give it one. there was no mother to nurse it before moving away, so I rolled it over and folded its legs to make it look like it was sleeping. I didn’t scream so as not to wake it, turning away and climbing out of the creek, followed by its ghost. Shark in Constant Motion If it must be named, call it the mutilation of the mind in an attempt to shut off the heart. the formula didn’t work, the bones only shifting and propping up the skin, the eyes and mouth closed and immovable. after dislodging and burying the teeth, to no longer smile or connect to anyone, I had sliced off a small piece of the brain and carefully placed it inside a wooden box, so I could hold onto all the years I had thought of you and dreamed of you, remember the shameful learning as I began walking aimlessly into the frozen and exiled night, like the shark who cannot ever stop swimming, so as not to drown; stumbling on, exhausted, carrying the unendurable past and forcing each step forward, until the journey, and my body, ends. you will see the things I have left behind. there is my blood I have collected and the bottles I have broken — the shards of glass I have arranged on the table as makeshift knives, and the handful of grass I pulled from the earth as a child, when I poured you into my throat and discovered my body was empty.
Robbie Coburn is a poet based in Melbourne. His verse novel, The Foal in the Wire, will be published by Hachette Australia in 2025, and his most recent poetry collection, Ghost Poetry, was released by Upswell Publishing earlier this year. His website is robbiecoburn.com.
That poem, Roan Foal, really hits home, especially the last line "followed by its ghost."
Just purchased Ghost Poetry, and look forward to reading it!